How I Became A Bottom !

i been asked this question a lot and i guess i will take my first entry of my blog to address this. but let me take you back a while in my life i used to have sex with females and when i stared to come more to grips with the fact that i liked guys too i came out into the gay world with a lot of gay stereotypes that because i was "manly" at the time i was a what i know know is called the "Top" the one who gives and for a short VERY short time i was a top i thought i would never be the bottom as in , "it would hurt" me would mess up my ass in some way! but i meet someone who was a expert on the subject who told me if you truly want it will not hurt you and of course at first i didn't believe a word of it . but one day out the blue i was laying down watching a movie and he just came alone and slowly pulled down my pants and to make a long story shirt i felt one of the most wonderful feelings in the world. ANAL SEX i just laid there and just took it all in ( no pun intended ) and from that day forward all the stereotypes and rumors was gone out of my head. 

An as the years went on i became more and more Erwie why i see and the person trying to get out for some many years not saying Erwyn was not me he was but it was someone down deep inside that needed to come out. overtime my light feminine ways started to come out  i needed to keep my nails done i got a lil switch in my walk and that all become a part of me not saying feminine guys only can be bottoms or tops but i feel everyone should just be and do what feels good to them and being a bottom feels good to me i can be myself and i love it! so people even in the gay community feel that if you all manly you have to be a Top or if you a girly you have to be a bottom and that's what keeps people from evolving in the world because they try to keep everyone in these "boxes" and "roles" and if its not the case you get a funny looks or looked down on? i will never know but thats for another time but this is why how i and why i became a bottom and not because i have to be because i WANT TO BE!